Gearshift - Always You Lyrics

I did it again
I fell down
Without a sound
I thought and I created an idea of you
That isn't true so it isn't you
Unrealistic expectations
Plus an over complicated imagination equals a false sense of truth
And a twisted image of you
Don't know how I'll live without
That idea
That appeal
But I'll stay strong for you
Or at least my twisted version of you
I had nothing to do
But that nothing lead back to you
And I realize that that nothing is never nothing when it's something with you
I'll always come back to you
Or the you I once knew
I don't even know where to start
I'm to broken apart
But you no where to find me
Yeah you no where to find me
I'll be up in the stars
Cause I got to be far
Away
But here is where I'll stay
You know where to find me
Yeah you know where to find me
I'm over you
But not the you I once knew
If I just get it out of me
I'm stuck in a cycle
Love and become more suicidal
My decision has to be what's final
I don't even know where to start
I'm to broken apart
But you no where to find me
Yeah you no where to find me
I'll be up in the stars
Cause I got to be far
Away
So here is where I'll stay
You know where to find me
Yeah you know where to find me
Guess I'm just left stuck here
I guess that I'm just left stuck here
I guess that I'm just left just stuck here
I guess that
I guess that
WHY THE HELL AM I HERE
I don't even know where to start
I'm to broken apart
But you no where to find me
Yeah you no where to find me
I'll be up in the stars
Cause I got to be far
Away
You know where to find me
Yeah you know where to find me
When you decided you love me again
Cause I sure as hell still do
I love you
I'm sorry
I'll always come back to you
Or at least the you I once knew