Geeex - Ptsd Lyrics

I got smoke for days yes i got smoke for days
Purple haze stuck off in a gaze Pressure keep my pipe in case i must engage
No case from no casings got shell catcher frames
Peeping locations in the stars dreams so imperial
Incorporating my life into something so lyrical
Speaking even subliminal on my life with the criminals
Make me lace one for my nigga though
I pray upward in thoughts of me being spiritual
Hold up
Where my swisher let me hit it ease my mind
Sobriety playing games on my mind mane
Where my lighter when i strike it You can hit the lights its on the side of me
Nullify my feelings killing the anxiety

I get loaded i be gone just trying to ease my pain
Keep my girl she my world the one that will ease my pain
Keep my eyes behind shades wont let you see my pain

We all know the scars dont leave

Jeopardized as a ghetto child
6 or 7 watching my uncle puff a black and mild hard voiced tones
Just waiting until he leave the room so i can hit it too
Watching and observing another man i wanna do what he do
And my daddy too such a fear nothing attitude
Put me in a jacking and smacking a nigga attitude
4th grade im like f*ck it me and dell would plan on getting expelled from school
Take my lick go back to school same thing
My life actions due to me clutching a pistol 6 years old
It was that feeling of that power and the kick back so bold
Yes i remember cant forget my bonding moments with my gramps
Always told me f*ck a hoe and f*ck love our kind dont deal with that
So i just f*ck these hoes and i lust to stand over niggas
Never know your killer could be the closest nigga to you
That older ruger had a beaver tail ill never tell
Clip hold 10 it's 11 with one in the head
Ready to catch a tear a blind murderer
Respects are earned with me i never heard of you
I'm from my whole hood not one part the other side will murder you
Hating over some bitch shit
Squeeze the grip with the quickness
Him and him and the witness and its all behind some bitch shit
Niggas switch teams i feel thats bitch shit
Behind clout and status it aint loyalty
We die for royalty
Watching my friends closer they might be out for royalty

I get loaded i be gone just trying to ease my pain
Keep my girl she my world the one that will ease my pain
Keep my eyes behind shades wont let you see my pain

We all know the scars dont leave