Gem Indigo - Days Gone (feat. Honey B & DE~rail) Lyrics

It's better to have loved and lost than never love at all but when I think of you I wish we never met
I was there for you, you were there for me
Two broken hearts, supposed to be
Come lay with me, take a shot with me
I swear this all that's left of me
You drained me of my energy
Ripped away my sanity (My sanity)
But I'm trying to heal, searching for empathy
My intuition is lingering
I'm looking for me, I'm grinding my teeth
I'm tryna sleep yeah
Grinding my teeth, I'm tryna sleep
You only love me when you touch on me
I remember when I believed when I believed
Toxicity is a game for two, a game you always put me through
You used to be a friend to me, but now you're just my enemy
Fighting you just to be me, happiness ain't what it seems to be
You took away my power when you left me alone
Now I'm here and stronger than you ever thought I'd be
You say you want love, but you don't accept when it's given
All you give is disrespecting and bitching
And naturally, since I got endless forgiveness I tried to fix it
But when I did
You say back and pretended to listen
My pain flew over your head in the distance
Then what's love to you what's your definition
Is it set in your vision? Instead of repenting your sinning
So I respected your wishes and gave up
Didn't expect it to be different
Now I'm confused
This a f*ckin relationship or are we trying on shoes
What are we tryna do
You know I'd die for you
But that was just a medium through which you lies and abused
You can't deny the truth
Now I'm conceited for releasing my demons and turning eyes from you
Either way, I was still blind to you
My day is gone
But I keep them at hand
Deleted the bad
And hopefully, I don't need to retreat to the past
I'm free at last
I was there for you, you were there for me
Two broken hearts, supposed to be
Come lay with me, take a shot with me
I swear this all that's left of me
You drained me of my energy
Ripped away my sanity
But I'm trying to heal, searching for empathy
My intuition is lingering
I'm looking for me, I'm grinding my teeth
I'm tryna sleep yeah
Grinding my teeth, I'm tryna sleep
I prayed for, for days for, yet I'm still on my knees
I used to pray for days, for someone like you dear
But now the day is gone, and I'm torn, without you right here
In my head you're screaming, It's like I can't breathe and
You got your cold grip on me, But now I'm strong
And you're gone, yet you still roam my dreams
Toxicity is a game for two, a game you always put me through
You used to be a friend to me, but now you're just my enemy
Fighting you just to be me, happiness ain't what it seems to be
I used to pray for days, for someone like you dear
But now I'm strong, and you're gone, yet you still roam my dreams