I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna forget
Just reminising, then I get triggered
And I remember oh shit I never let that go
I start to ponder, and i get angry
About what happened many months ago
Cuz i did it for you- i told you i forgave you
But i never let go of the feelings that it gave me
Shit, I thought that I'd grown
That I knew how to cope
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna forget
I pushed it back. To the back of my head
Thought "it won't last. it will go away"
That shit came back, came back so fast
Didn't even get a chance to see what'd passed
Overcome with feelin'
I don't wanna feel this
Overcome with feelin'
I don't wanna feel this
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel
I just wanna heal
I would like to know for once is this real
I've been workin' hard so I know you know the deal
Fallin' in love my one Achilles heel
Still, I gotta run it, so we finna run in
Run around my mind, so you know I went runnin'
Little cardio, now my heartbeat drummin'
Write a song for you so I'm quietly hummin'
Run another lap and I know I'm movin' fast
Slow to forget but I'm never getting passed
Try to piece the future usin' pieces from my past
First one to tell you that I'm never comin' last in the race
I don't got time to waste
If I'm bein' honest I don't got time to wait
If I gotta get it then I'm gettin' it today
If I gotta go then I'm goin' on my way
I don't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel)
I don't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel)
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel)
I don't wanna feel (I just wanna heal)
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel)
I don't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel)
I just wanna forget
I don't wanna feel (I don't wanna feel)
I don't wanna feel (I just wanna heal)
I just wanna forget