11:11 (feat. E'money Carter) Video (MV)

Now that I'm gone out your life
Girl, tell me what's it like?
I've been doing fine without you
Think I'm doing something right
Glad I couldn't fit your mold 'cause I'm off to better things
You've got a heart made of venom
Spitting lies right through your teeth
Just know this is not a dream
You can never wake up
Always pushed me to the side
Now, I don't think that's really love
And now I'm never looking back
Just know I'll never be content
Tell your friends I'm the bad guy when they don't know what you did
And it hurts all around just to feel that you're not there
Think that I can still be grateful for the time that we done shared
I wish that you could see this side
But I know you're long gone, gone
And I can't erase those weekends in the back of my car
And I'm feeling really blessed
But I'm kinda in the dirt
Why do I keep coming back to you?
It's feeling like a curse
(Why do I keep coming back to you?)
(It's feeling like a curse)
But I know these are just feelings and that I don't want you back
Why do I keep on coming back to you?
It's feeling like a curse
Feeling blessed, but I'm kind of in the dirt
I wish that you could see my side
But I know you're long gone
And I can't escape those weekends in the back of my car
And I thought you were the one and I miss you so bad
But I know these are just feelings
Know that I don't want you back
And it hurts all around just to feel you not there
Think that I can still be grateful for the time that we shared
Girl, I f*cking hate you
I f*ckin' hate this
Play it cool like I've moved on
But I can't fake it
I f*cking hate this
You left me vacant
All these years of tryna change
I guess I flaked, shit
So impatient
I f*ckin' hate this
Yeah yeah
(It's feeling like a curse)