Used to think about suicide
But never committed
Still thinking bout you and I
Wile I watch from a distance
You said that you wouldn't lie
But I know that you did
I'm grinding it's do or die
For the ones that's still here
Been through so much pain
Swear I'm mentally scared
Ice up in my veins
Cause I got a cold heart
You stay on my brain
Feelings never depart
I would going insane
But I been there before
Never back to depression
Or feeling worthless
I don't need nobody
To tell me that I am worth it
Im just pushing through it
I know this music my purpose
And all these niggas doubting
It's only fueling my furnace
I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
Thinking of you reminiscing got me grieving
Inner struggles baby yea Im fighting demons
Really loved you
You just switched up like the seasons
I misjudged you
Really thought your words had meaning
Steady fighting for my sanity
I'm just pushing for my family
Before peace there is agony
So much pain but I can stand it
Used to think about suicide
But never committed
Still thinking bout you and I
Wile I watch from a distance
You said that you wouldn't lie
But I know that you did
I'm grinding it's do or die
For the ones that's still here
Been through so much pain
Swear I'm mentally scared
Ice up in my veins
Cause I got a cold heart
You stay on my brain
Feelings never depart
I would going insane
But I been there before
And I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
I don't need your love
(I don't need ya love)
U can't keep me down no
I don't need your love
I don't need it
Steady pushing through the pain
Steady grieving
I don't need your love
I don't need it
Steady pushing through the pain
Always grieving