Ghost J - Dark December Lyrics

Every december man
Reminders of all the darkness and hurt
I gotta get this off of my chest yo
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december
Every dark december I got this secret
My birthday on the 14th and I cant keep it
This is all the memories of the dark and deep shit
I can see the shadows mocking me while Im sleeping
Whispers from deaths cousin reminding me to leap
Wanting me to give up to a permanent sleep
So I try to make people happy round me
But on the inside im slowly drowning seed
The missed Birthdays and those that abandoned me
I slowly bleed
I try to bandage these
Wounds that slowly seep
Should I just go to sleep
And never make a peep
Set this fire around my seat
Will any of them remember Ghost
Or will I become an actual Ghost
Will I ever deserve a healing soul
Will I ever stop this feeling of cold
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december
This dark make me remember
And It is every December
Its as if its got the member
Ship and rips me in a blender
And its cold and so bitter
But Ive never been a quitter
It is tender with splinters
When Im freezing from winter
Why do I keep trying
Inside myself Im lying
My light been dying
No tears for crying
A lot of family forgot me on my birthday
The family that I want to hear it from hurt me
I brought a straw for death because death so thirsty
And death if you want me to do it yo just murk me
What do I deserve
Im cutting this nerve
Driving by cliffs wanting to swerve
Give up give up give up pow
Cant live up live up live up down
The reason I can never quit
Don't want to be a hypocrite
Giving future hope for all the innocent
That grew up through abusive shit
Mistreated and reclused in it
The parents that were duking it
The drugs they were shootin it
Your innocence they looting it
Cant speak as they rebukin it
Please Take this pain away because I am losin it
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december
I can take your pain away
Away away
From you
From you from you
From you
Dark december