Past Tense Video (MV)

Yeah
Ouuu ya
Yeah
Too many years of this struggling
Ma can't get help from the government
Work 9 to 5 I'm like f*ck this shit
I could've been selling drugs and shit
But too many people depend on me
Cannot be in penitentiary
Clutchin told me he believe in me
Don't throw this shit away you gotta chase your dream
Remember that night they said Janice died
That's the same night I saw mama cry
A year later almost lost her life
That's the night I think I died inside
Daddy wasn't there and I fault him for it
And never once did I feel sorry for him
His daddy wasn't there kept that cycle going
But my kids love me I'll die for em
My city nothing but violence
Too many young nigga die and shit
We don't say nothing keep quiet bitch
Respect required I'll die for it
Thought we were brothers forever
Hoes gone be hoes you can't stop her just let her
Sneaky lil bitch she gone f*ck on the fellas
I Told you the truth but you left us ain't care for us
Those were my darker times
Lil bitch im loving I cut our ties
I'm feeling numb inside
B.M. be telling these lies
Why the f*ck would you lie
Nah
I do not f*ck with her kind
Yeah
Don't take my kindness for weakness
Codeine to face the demons yeah
Your best offense is your defense yeah
Can't catch no feelings gotta prevent yeah
People change by the season yeah
It all happens for a reason yeah
I won't dive off the deep end yeah
To cope you got to smoke and drink it yeah
Cold shoulder had to give it
Nigga don't wan' see you winning
They ain't really genuine
They on some friendly shit
F*ck all that silly shit
Acting like hoes, nigga why you so feminine
Me and your nigga ain't similar
Feelings I give to these bitches familiar
I love my brother yeah that's la familia
You try to take what I love i'ma kill you
Sip on this liquor got me in my feelings
With time I saw that my scars were healing
The love, I keep hidden I cannot reveal it
Look how I am, yeah you made me, you did it
Told my bitch she the reflection of me
She will not go for deceptions and schemes
She said f*ck em all with exception of me
That's how I think, the reflection of me
Yeah
Lost some niggas to the streets
We had to find another way to eat
We gotta ball and i'ma lead the team yeah
And you can put it all on me yeah
This how it goes
Highs and lows
I turned cold
I let it go
I let it go
F*ck them hoes
F*ck them foes
I love my bros
While you living gotta get it while your here
And f*ck anybody that feel different
F*ck nigga don't care how you feel
Yeah
I came to far for this shit nigga
Ya feel me
Mmmm
I'm living young