GhostLaFa - My Mistakes Lyrics

Dirty secrets under satin covers
I can tell ya stories bout these broken Rubbers
I can paint you pictures of forgotten lovers
But this one is so vivid of my baby mother
Bitch look me in my face
You hear me talking to ya
Called you back to back
No answer
What did I do to ya
I'm walking out tha court
You just gunna have to fight me
I love my son to death
You took him just to spite me

How could I betray your trust
How can I be so unjust
While you held my hand
You told that you were my friend
How could I be such a fool
It's my mistake
My mistake

Father please forgive me
But you caught me in a lie
Been having dreams of coming home
But see my pride won't let it ride
Ever since you kicked me out
Shit I ain't really got no sleep
Mixed that dollas with Kurrupt
I had to find a way to eat
I got anger still inside from every birthday
You ain't call
For every game you seen of Tays
And I just wish you seen me ball
I won't hold that shit against you
No it ain't nobody's fault
Sill holding on to every lesson in my Memory you taught
I use to pray you take me with you
Now I'm old enough to leave
My granny say I look just like you
Now I'm old enough to see
She say Lil Rod stay out of trouble
Don't be out there smoking weed
Granny this next blunt is for Bam until the next time that we speak
Ghost

How could I betray your trust
How can I be so unjust
While you held my hand
You told that you were my friend
How could I be such a fool
It's my mistake
But I hope you can forgive
My mistake
Cuz I don't know how I'll live
With my mistake

Last verse is for my mother, sister and my Brother, nieces and my nephews
Tell em that I love em
Back when we was little we had to stay
With all my cousins
All we wanted was a house to
Bake some cookies in the oven
Cheeseburger helper, rice crispys for Desert
Waking up out ya sleep
Like I don't wanna to go to church
Brother pulled up both sides
Smoked me out da way to work
That's the reason why I hustle
Cuz I seen my momma hurt
Watch her boyfriend beat her down
Left her dripping in the puddle
Picked herself off the ground
And go get right back in the huddle
This is real life
I mean real life
Apologies but know you know just what it Feel like
It's Ghost

How could I betray your trust
How can I be so unjust
While you held my hand
You told that you were my friend
How could I be such a fool
It's my mistake
My mistake
It's my mistake