Gilrami117 - Happier (Special Version) Lyrics

I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do
Do you read my interviews
Do you skip my avenue
When you said that you were passing through
Was I even on your way
I know that when I asked you to
Be cool about what I was telling you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid
Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware
That you made me miserable
So if you really want to know
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
You call me again
Drunk in your bed
Driving home under the influence
You scared me to death
But I'm wasting my breath
Cause you only care about yourself
And I don't relate to you
No, I don't relate to you, no
Cause I'd never treat me this way
You make me hate this city
And I don't talk about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
Cause that's embarrassing
And you were my everything
All that you did was make me feel sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time
That you showed up on time
But I'd have an answer line
Cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut them all out for you
Cause I was a kid
And you ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
And made all my moments your own
Just leave me alone