Girl In Red - I'm Doing It Again Baby! Album Lyrics

I'm back, I feel like myself
I was gone for a minute
'Cause I went to get help
It's not like I wanna die
At least not now, I love being alive

I was feeling so inadequate
Never been so out of it
Didn't think I'd make it this far
Tracing all my steps
It's easy to forget
Like finding a light switch in the dark

I'm back, I'm better than ever
Life's so good when you're light as a feather
On track is where I will be
At least if life is allowing me

I know I have a tendency
Melancholic tragedy
Always seems to follow me around
Living life in grey
Did something to my brain
But hey, I took a shower today

I'm back, I feel like myself
I was gone for a minute
'Cause I went to get help
It's not the end of the world
Time doesn't stop for a sad little girl

Sometimes I get bit by the dark
And it spreads into my heart
Takes over me
I believe I will laugh
I believe it'll pass
I believe there's hope for me

I'm back
I'm back
Yeah, I'm back
Yeah, I'm back

It's right around the corner
That good life I always wanted
I think that I can see it now
I'm in the field of daisies
And this time feels amazing
This is what they're talking about

It's easy to get caught
In the state of being lost
But this time I think I'm found
I wouldn't go without it
The ups and downs and what-ifs
It's all a part of being alive

I'm on a new level
Something's got me feeling like
I could be inflammable
And I might be
I'm gonna light it up
Nothing's gonna stop me
If I say this is what I want, yeah

Got the Japanese denim
And loafers on my feet
Lookin' like a rockstar
From the se-se-seventies
I had a premonition
And here's what I'll say
I got a big fat, what?
Get outta my way

I'm on a new level
Something's got me feelin' like
I could be inflammable
And I might be
I'm gonna light it up
Nothing's gonna stop me
If I say this is what I want

Got my Ray-Bans on
And I'm rolling with the boys
Having all this swagger was never a choice
My big fat ego is making me say
This 99 vintage has impeccable taste

I'm on a new level
Something's got me feelin' like
I could be inflammable
And I might be
I'm gonna light it up
Nothing's gonna stop me
If I say this is what I want, yeah

I'm loving this new self-esteem
Like the one I had at seventeen
So unfazed by the world and it screams
And it screams and I scream

Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again
I'm doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby

I'm on a new level
Something's got me feelin' so good (something's got me feelin' like)
(I could be inflammable)
My energy is through the roof (and I might be)
(I'm gonna light it up)
Yeah, nothing's gonna stop me now (nothing's gonna stop me)
(If I say this is what I want)

Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again
I'm doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby
Doing it again, doing it again, baby

Don't you just love
To kill the light in my eyes
To make me low when I'm high, oh-whoa
(It's just a, it's just a) It's just a joke
You always say afterwards
Still my feelings get hurt, oh-woah

So please
Don't say I'm too much
That I'm over the top
You don't understand me
We're so different at heart
You're on Earth, I'm on Mars, oh

All I ever wanted was your love
I toned myself down for you
Volume one, almost mute, I'll never ignite
You always found a way to bring me down
You trivialised everything
From my tears to my grins, oh-whoa

It's like you're scared of anything real
For a second, I thought you were sincere
But you've been dragging me down all of these years
With your coldness, and I don't care

So please
Don't say I'm too much
That I'm over the top
You don't understand me
Yeah, we're so different at heart
You're on Earth, I'm on Mars, oh

You go through life like you're on a
You go through life like you're on a f*cking runway
Dracula shoulders, they be blockin' all my sunrays
This throwin' shade is so passe
Forever is not likely for us
Opposites attract, odds are more like blackjack
House always wins, so I'm taking all my love back
With you, I lose either way

You think I'm weird when I get too excited
I think it's weird how you're so empty-minded
Yeah, you've been dragging me down all of these years
With your coolness, and I don't care

So please
Don't say I'm too much
That I'm over the top
You don't understand me
Yeah, we're so different at heart
You're on Earth, I'm on Mars
But I still keep tryin'

Why you gotta lead me on?
Your love is like a rose's thorn
I wish I never met you in the first place
My life would be much easier today
You're a con, you're an angel
You look so sweet, but you're not though
I never knew how good it could be
Until you swept me off my feet

I really didn't notice the heart on my sleeve
I think I got invested in you and me
A little too soon some might say
But who cares when it's fate?
You got me off quickly
But it was too late
I was already hooked with phantom pains
Nothing left for me to do
But lay around and think of you

Why you gotta lead me on?
Your love is like a rose's thorn
I wish I never met you in the first place
My life would be much easier today
You're a con, you're an angel
You look so sweet
But you're not though
I never knew how good it could be
Until you swept me off my feet

Mi amor, mi amor
Je t'aime, I adore
Every part of your face
I know this might be extreme
I truly believe we're meant to be

Why you gotta lead me on?
Your love is like a rose's thorn
I wish I never met you in the first place
My life would be much easier today
You're a con, you're an angel
You look so sweet, but you're not though
I never knew how good it could be
Until you brought me to my knees

But let me love you, let me, let me, let me love you if you let me
Love me, if you let me, let me love you if you let me
I'll love you if you let me, I'll love you if you let me
I'll love you if you let me, I'll love you if you let me
I'll love you if you let me, I'll love you if you let me
Let me love you, I'll love you if you let me
Let me love you, I'll love you, love you, love you, I'll love you, ooh

I wanna say all bad things end
But right now, I'm not convinced
Yeah, you're swinging right back like a pendulum, babe
Acting like you never left in the first place
Can you get it in your brain
I'm not playing your games this time

Don't tell me you need me now
You got your feelings back
I've heard it before
I'm tired of waiting around
Letting you let me down
I'm done being yours

I was secondary to everything
No, I never been so insignificant
You're stripped of love and it's evident
(You'll always be a setback)
Next to you, I was crumbling
The power balance stumbling
You wrecked it all and it's sinking in
(You'll always be a setback)

So you want my sympathy now?
Well, I got nothing left, I'm all out
Yeah, you're swinging right back like a pendulum, babe
Don't you think I recognize how you behave?
Those tears are so fake
I won't fall for that face this time

Don't tell me you need me now
You got your feelings back
I've heard it before
I'm tired of waiting around
Letting you let me down
I'm done being yours

You made heartbreak look elegant
Abused me with intelligence
I could have sworn you were heaven sent
(You'll always be a setback)
Next to you, I was crumbling
The power balance stumbling
You wrecked it all and it's sinking in
(You'll always be a setback)

You know what would be really f*cking cool on this?
Sabrina
Like, if we could get Sabrina on this
Oh, my God
That, that would-, like, seriously
Oh my God, you're so right
I'm gonna sing now

I'll be somewhere by myself in Hawaii
Doin' all the things we always wanted
Never did, why?
'Cause I waited for you
But your talk is cheap, all you do is leave
I see, I see
I'm sick of your schemes
And you're such a disease
I know, I've heard it before
I'm never beggin' for love again, baby (for love, for love)
Not beggin' for yours
Yours, yours

Don't tell me you need me now
You got your feelings back (feelings back)
I've heard it before, yeah, I've heard it before
(You let me down)
(Yeah, I heard it before, oh-oh)

I'm sick of your schemes
And you're such a disease (you're such a disease)
I know, I've heard it before
I'm never beggin' for love again, baby
Never beggin' for love
Never beggin' for love

A night to remember
Nothing ever felt like
The moment I met her
Perfectly timed
What if I didn't go out that night?
Took a left instead of a right?
Yeah, missed you by a red light
What could have been?

Can you feel the chemical reaction?
You triggered my desire and attraction
Everything in me wants this to happen
But not tonight

Cocaine and weirdos
Maybe we should just get goin'?
This is our window
To be alone
I wonder why sometimes you just know
'Cause this time was one of those
Instantly mutual
To my surprise

Can you feel the chemical reaction?
You triggered my desire and attraction
Everything in me wants this to happen
But not tonight

I don't believe things are meant to be
But now it doesn't apply to me
'Cause you and I
Are like stars aligned

The balcony talk with the pinot noir
It could only lead to one thing tonight
So alluring at the bar
With those eyes and that charm
You're the only thing I had on my mind

It was a night to remember
Nothing ever felt like
The moment I met her
I met the rest of my life

The whisper in my ear
Saying let's get outta here
Yeah, I've never been so light on my feet
She had me wrapped around her finger
And I knew I had to have her
She was everything I'd seen in my dreams

And it was a night to remember
Nothing ever felt like
The moment I met her
I met the rest of my life

Pick me over him
Let the loser win
I have so many things I wanna say
But don't know how to communicate
Pick me over him
Let the loser win
I'm always waiting for you to say
My insecurities drove you away

I'm worried about it
Of course I'm embarrassed
I'm hiding the madness
I'm hiding it all from you
Yeah, how could I ever be true?

There's no amount of validation that would make this go away
The endless fear of losing you to him
Is keeping me awake

So why, you're leaving with him?
And I guess he's got something I can't give
I might be falling apart
I think you know I have been from the start

Pick me over him
Wish I could be your prince
I'm freaking out
Like where have you been?
Can't stop my mind and the way that it spins

But there's no reason for me to be acting up the way that I am
But jealousy has gotten to me again
It doesn't make any sense

So why, you're leaving with him?
I guess he's got something I can't give
I might be falling apart
I think you know I have been from the start

Let the loser win
Let me be your prince
Time stands still within
When you leave with him

Pick me over him
Let the loser win
I have so many things I wanna say
But don't know how to communicate
Pick me over him
Let the loser win
I'm always waiting for you to say
My insecurities drove you away

I'm worried about it
Of course I'm embarrassed
I'm hiding the madness
I'm hiding it all from you
Yeah, how could I ever be true?

There's no amount of validation that would make this go away
The endless fear of losing you to him
Is keeping me awake

So why, you're leaving with him?
And I guess he's got something I can't give
I might be falling apart
I think you know I have been from the start

Pick me over him
Wish I could be your prince
I'm freaking out
Like where have you been?
Can't stop my mind and the way that it spins

But there's no reason for me to be acting up the way that I am
But jealousy has gotten to me again
It doesn't make any sense

So why, you're leaving with him?
I guess he's got something I can't give
I might be falling apart
I think you know I have been from the start

Let the loser win
Let me be your prince
Time stands still within
When you leave with him

I don't wanna know about your new love
Quitting you was harder than I ever thought it'd be
I don't wanna walk away and leave you to your new love
I've been in denial, but now it's hitting me

Nothing makes more sense
Than to be in your arms again
Some things never end
Will I learn to love again?

I don't wanna hear about your new love
Something 'bout it makes me wanna chop my own ears off
Do you really think I can't tell you're not yourself when she's there?
How am I supposed to believe you're head over heels for someone like her?

Nothing makes more sense
Than to be in your arms again
Desperate for the day
My love won't go to waste

Nothing makes more sense
Than to be in your arms again
You break and bend
My heart because you can

Six out of six, is it a miss?
Five-star rating, and I'm writing a hit at the factory
The factory
Six out of six, I never miss
You gotta be delusional to be in the biz, the factory
The factory

Sitting in the lobby at the Chelsea Hotel
Looking for a stranger with a story to tell, I'm reading
I'm reading up on history
Pretending I'm in NYC
Reminiscing the '60s scene
I'm hoping for a

Six out of six, is it a miss?
Five-star rating, and I'm writing a hit at the factory
The factory
Six out of six, I never miss
You gotta be delusional to be in the biz, the factory
The factory, the fact to me is

I do amazingly bad
I make magnificent trash
It's everything I have

Can I do it again? Yeah, please
Can I do it again? Yes
And I would do it again
So please, can I do it again?