I made a friend
Hes into the same typa dumb shit that ive always been
That you didn't get
So yeah im trying again
And now i know that he's good in bed but i don't know his head
Like i know your head
Oh oh
And when we start to flirt
I know you'd be so hurt
And when he grabs my hand
Im sent to way back when it was your hand in mine and you were mine too
Oh its just so crushing
That id just been loving you
And it was all for nothing
It was all for nothing
Its just so crushing
All those years that i spent loving you
I was left with nothing
Guess It was all for nothing
I think i forget
The color of red your cheeks turn when you're getting stressed,
And I say take a deep breath
I mean i think i forget
Then he wears a matching tee and i can see it again
Take a deep breath
Oh oh
And when we start to flirt
I know you'd be so hurt
And when he grabs my hand
Im sent to way back when it was your hand in mine and you were mine too
And it's just so crushing
That id just been loving you
And it was all for nothing
It was all for nothing
Its just so crushing
All those years that i spent loving you
I was left with nothing
It was all for nothing
I hate that i miss it
When i don't forgive it
And you called it safety
But i was a plaything
I hate that i miss it
I hope that you're missin it too
I hate when I'm with him
Its you that i mimic
Caus' all of your bitchin and bad intuition
Its still in my bloodstream
When you called me so mean
I knew
And it's just so crushing
That id just been loving you
And it was all for nothing
It was all for nothing
Its just so crushing
All those years that i spent loving you
I was left with nothing
It was all for nothing