My hand pores out the coffee - mechanically
My eyes are reading the paper - mechanically
As my hands run through my hair
Into the mirror I stare - mechanically, mechanically
I'm setting one foot before the other - mechanically
My feet still take me through the streets - mechanically
I can't believe this is my life
I'm stumbling around with empty eyes - mechanically
So mechanically
And I'm asking myself how the hell did I survive?
How the hell did I survive?
With all my life being so mechanically
So mechanically
The hands of the clock make their way so mechanically
As the minutes of pain are dragging by so mechanically
As I walk across this room of utter pain
It's driving me insane - hysterically
The rain is pounding in my head monotonously
I'm picking up the pieces of what's left of me
I no longer belong to the human race
As my mind slowly disintegrates can't you see
And I'm asking myself how the hell did I survive?
How the hell did I survive?
With all my life being so mechanically
So mechanically
I'm watching myself from the other side mechanically
I'm a stranger in my own life paranoically
Sometimes you're better off dead
With all the madness in your head can't you see?
And I'm asking myself how the hell did I survive
How the hell did I survive?
And I'm asking myself how the hell did I survive?
How the hell did I survive?
With all my life being so mechanically
So mechanically, so mechanically, so mechanically