Globin - Addict Control Lyrics

I decided to speak on it
But first I had to get thru it
If I don't stop imma lose it (You)
Got this far
My method proven
Playing all the roles
Till my head is in the skies
If it don't come with constellations
Why are we havin' this conversation like
Too busy tryna figure
What's missing in my life
I swear that I'm an addict in control
It feels good to be a fiend
I fall in and out of caring that It's killing my spirit and spleen
Something I can depend on and lean
I can't depend on me
What? You ain't never felt like this
The man in the mirror
The raging sea in me
I wonder what my girl want
Wanna kno w what she really see in me
Still going thru it
So I'm writin the motions
Fighting the urge to doctor up some potion
This music is killer
The poison is potent
Now I see why all y'all niggas be smoking
Im an addict in control
I'm addicted to the thrill
Until life hits and gets real
No doc repair or heal
The bridges burned
Taught with tears
So I cried while I learned
Im ten toes down
Take my word
Singing these words
I need to rebirth
The G in me is dying
My demons are thriving
Raised by pain
So I stayed in my lane
There's no I in team when it comes down to this fame
All the bodies you claim
No no that's a stain
You better stay all in your lane
I'll do it all again
I'll do it all again
GG NO RE
No cap, lets get it