Face down in the dirt
This bittersweet feeling
I'm headed straight to my grave
Because life has failed me
I am alive
Soul stained, deprived & starved
I am alive
Yet still I beg for eternal peace
Beyond these eyes
I see you
Waiting to watch me burn
Beyond these eyes
I.C.U
Waiting to watch me burn
I tell myself that misery won't define me
"It's not too late, you can learn from this and start afresh"
This time with my head held high
I'm not ashamed when I look in the mirror
This time I'll be satisfied
With no intrusive thoughts of suicide
The unsettling darkness
Embedded, deep in my bones
It manifests deep within
I gave this Life
But this is not my kin
Beyond these eyes
I see you
Waiting to watch me burn
Beyond these eyes
I.C.U
Waiting to watch me burn