I've been drowning out the silhouettes with cigarettes and coffee stains
An honest mess, full of regret, keeping my cool and trying to stay sane
You pull me apart to find my heart
But all along it's been on my sleeve
Wondered why you wouldn't stay but now I wonder why you just won't leave
Calling card, a sly remark, pointing fingers at all the things you can't conceive.
You pull me apart to find my heart
But all along it's been on my sleeve
You say
There's no
Emotion
in my tone
These chains they choke
So I keep runnin til I find another home
Now it's clear it wasn't serious
You used my bed to rest and lust
I hid the truth from my own gut
The fact that you were my smoking gun
It wasn't all bad
I should've said that
My way with words, it lacks
I just wish I could mean something to someone