Godfellas - So What Now? Lyrics

Still in my early twenties
Times been tough
And the days so empty
Still a long way to go
But i must admit
I've learned so much of myself
No longer panic attacks in the middle of the night
Those days are over
But how about you?
How has the time been treating?
Haven't done much healing have you?
I noticed the scars on your arms are fading
But the scars on your heart are they still bleeding?

I can't go on, knowing you did wrong
Never heard you say you're sorry
Ten years have gone, now i'm getting strong
Never looked back, now i sing my story

I've been waiting
For a message, now i'm left here sinking

I can't change it
I need something to help me make it

Trying to make any sense
Of my years as a boy
I was trying to impress
I think we all do
But look where that got you
Can you truly say
That you've done what you can
And not just feeling sorry for yourself
If you did i have to congrat you
Cause i didn't
That's something i'm at to
But if i give this one more shot
I hope to god, that people understand me now
I can't handle this once again
Just wan't to get myself right out of here

I can't go on, knowing you did wrong
Never heard you say you're sorry
Ten years have gone, now i'm getting strong
Never looked back, now i sing my story

I've been waiting
For a message, now i'm left here sinking

I can't change it
I need something to help me make it

I'm on my knees, and i'm begging you please
There's a devil inside me, about to be unleashed
I'm on my knees, and i'm begging you please
There's a devil inside me, about to be unleashed

Run with me, it will be dangerously
They wan't to get me tested
But then they'll have to catch me
"I should be put behind bars"
F*ck off

Run with me, it will be dangerously
"I should be put behind bars"
F*ck off