I thought I might fall down without you
That all it'd take is my heavy heart to do it
I reach out with my eyes closed to touch you
Like, somehow, just one more chance could do it
And I call through such a distance
And a beam descends through all the fog inside my head
Sometimes I say sorry when I really mean I'm angry
But I know it's not that easy
So come on, tell it
Tell it like it was
You were hurt too much
And maybe on some other day we can get over it
And maybe we'll be in a better place because of it
But right now it feels over, and I know I can't change it
Something's bound to break and I'm feeling so frantic
I guess maybe I know that it will take time to work through
But it's hard to let go of it, and there's everything to lose
I'll pick up my spinning head and fill up the silence
I have been ignorant and I have been selfish
And I'm not over it, I'm still trapped in this old shit
Thinking deep thoughts
But it's good to know that what's inside me could be good enough