So many things happened last year
That it was so difficult for me to comprehend
They were series of disappointments, failure and pain
Then I began to ask myself questions that I had no answers
But I wanna thank God for walking with me through that period of darkness
I believe that, God was using those moments to refined me for the task ahead
95
March 23rd
So much in my heart finna put 'em in a verse
This ain't for the flex, tryna make me a dessert
Banking on Jehovah to take it off my chest
Blessed, truly what he said
Then I ask myself why should I be the one to deserve
All the pain
All these struggles
All the shame
All these troubles
Couldn't breathe air couldn't find my nostrils
Turn to my bible to the acts of the apostles
Then I turn to John, the last of the apostles
22 chapters on the Ireland of Patmos
I neither ate nor drink
For 21 days I was cap in sling
Thrown away deserted I probably stink
Running from the shadows it was satan sting
Then I fell to my knees Lord why this stint
Anxiety and fear wouldn't let me blink
The devil held my flesh, I felt his cling
So I went back to scriptures and filled my chin, To Hebrews
Ephesians, Philippians
I hear you
If my tears weren't enough
For these evil
Thy ways are illegal
Make ear to my people
I give grace to the feeble
I wish you'll live peaceful
With no motivation
Was down and out held no conversation
Gave my life to Christ, no condemnation
He showed me love, was so amazing
Want you do the same, stop contemplating
It had to come in trial
Test my patience, all these stasis wasn't camouflage
All the lessons in the message cautions I'm obliged
Bread my spirit starve the body actions come in love
Was barely hanging on
My faith lost a grip on the nylon
Palpitations perspirations all night long
When the lines hasn't fallen, my rack; a song
Still pressing on
I ain't giving up
Fixing eyes on
The higher calling
There's so for me
Am counting on him
He will not forsake me
This wold is falling apart, it need a saving
Jesus Christ
Son of the living God
Yeah. Rapper
Thank You Jesus