bitter end Video (MV)

I tried to learn to love the laughter
My dream is waiting for the bitter end
I've been killing time
Watching days go by
I gave up on my ever-after
I tried to learn to love the laughter
My dream is waiting for disaster
I've been killing time
Watching days go by
I gave up on my ever-after
Falling away
I told myself that I would keep up this pace
Two-timing now I'm calling the spade
Thought I was different but I'm running in place
The kids are playing while it's sunny and it's lethal
Me? I'm just killing myself slowly hitting key strokes
Got you wanting to die while you're barely alive
Don't be sorry, if you worry it comes faster
My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me
There's no way to fight it
I don't want to run from it
My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me
I'm lost in the silence no hand to grab ahold of me
And now my vision is clear
Death is the God that I see here
Death's the only god that I believe in
(My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me)
My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me
There's no way to fight it
I don't want to run from it
My body won't hold it's time I let you surround me
I'm lost in the silence no hand to grab ahold of me