GOZ - Routine Lyrics

You have never heard of me
I'ma skin the beat clean
I will never be seen
I won't ever blow up
I won't ever get a chauffeur
No self confidence, I am not hopping in happiness
They smoke cannabis I am not having this
Fire a shot? you're not landing it
They get high, buzz like the shot clock
Pop a lot, of what?
You don't wanna know that
About me, not a lot of known facts
But let me give you an insight into my life
Tell you what's on my mind, every night
The demons I fight
Sticking to the easy sight not noticing the hard
Yeah, I sit and I write about my music career
It's just a dream
It will never be real
I won't be able to say that "it is here"
Sitting
Waiting for someone to hear
Hoping that maybe one day I could disappear yeah
Writing a chorus, make it up
Not for us, it's a setup
Laying down, told to sit up
Got a new flow, adventuring
No curse words, censoring
I only win, no settling
New room, I'm entering
Moving forward, no surrendering
Yeah moving forward, second verse
I don't ever come first
Continuing my thoughts, all this doubt is making me feel lost
I'm gonna make it no matter what the cost
My lyrical bullets killing more people than the holocaust
Sorry to make your bubble burst but the drums hit harder than a shuttle at first
Yo, they kick back in you see what's happening?
My mind switches with the beat its maddening
Writing in the car, seat belt is fastening
I just sat to think, what if I don't make it?
I'm done playing, no waiting, no vacation don't play games, no PlayStation
I can't record, hate my voice people tell me don't but it ain't my choice
Need more words to finish this track
It's like life's a race and I'm coming last
I spend full days worrying about the past
Gotta look forward, life isn't always fun but it ain't boring
Like a game of basketball and I ain't scoring
Raps part of my routine
Insults go through me
I'm not fooling, you
I'm teaching you, schooling
Writing a chorus, make it up
Not for us, it's a setup
Laying down, told to sit up
Got a new flow, adventuring
No curse words, censoring
I only win, no settling
New room, I'm entering
Moving forward, no surrendering
Writing a chorus, make it up
Not for us, it's a setup
Laying down, told to sit up
Got a new flow, adventuring
No curse words, censoring
I only win, no settling
New room, I'm entering
Moving forward, no surrendering
Self-hatred something I carry
I'm not smart need a dictionary
The one thing I'm trying to bury
The fact we are all temporary
So make your impact when it's necessary
Don't be someone who's stationary use a pen
To get my thoughts out, need silence like a library
Put my heart into music you can't get through this
I can't play guitar not acoustic,
You'll relate so much that you stick
Gotten to the point where I feel like I'm useless
I'ma use this, as motivation
All the hate, In a different place in a different state
On a different date at a different rate just saying how I feel in a Different way
Writing a chorus, make it up
Not for us, it's a setup
Laying down, told to sit up
Got a new flow, adventuring
No curse words, censoring
I only win, no settling
New room, I'm entering
Moving forward, no surrendering
Writing a chorus, make it up
Not for us, it's a setup
Laying down, told to sit up
Got a new flow, adventuring
No curse words, censoring
I only win, no settling
New room, I'm entering
Moving forward, no surrendering