Grace Charis - Hindsight Lyrics

There are days where I wish I could start over
To feel all that's been felt then erase it all
How many more mistakes will I make til I'm sober
And realise that I can't love you at all
There are days where I wish I could get over
You and your pretty lies haunting me
How many more mistakes will I make when I'm older
Before I realised I've lost it all
I don't have the words to say
What it's like on this ordinary day
But it feels like I can't breathe
I wish I had some release
There are things that I wish I knew sooner
Like how much hurt my heart can take
But soon enough I'll learn that it's not over
Just because my heart, my heart breaks
Heart why do you spill over?
Its like I'm not meant to be altogether
Teach me how I should love
Teach me how I should see
Teach me so I won't feel a thing
Forgive me for I'm not
All that you wish
But baby, oh baby
I can't help it
So heart just spill over
It's ok not to be altogether
You'll learn how to love
You'll learn how to breathe
You'll learn It's okay to feel
Everything
Just feel everything oh