Grant Howard - Entertainers Lyrics

I'm trying to find something
Cuz lately I've been doing it wrong
And everything means nothing
So I gotta learn how to bite my tongue
Cuz I'm strung up on shit I can't change
Imagine my pain and you would regret
But I'm just done, I came to myself
Send away what you're waiting for

So am I living right now
Or am I living for someone else
It's all the same as of now
And that's why I've been kicking myself

Cuz I don't know how to say no
And that's how I put myself in danger
It's funny how you don't speak my language
But to you I'm just an entertainer
Want it all around me made whole
But everyone around me seem like strangers
So make me consistent with my wagers
Cuz to you I'm just an entertainer

Like, uh, I got it wrapped in my pocket
You know that I'm gon' bite
And you've been flipping me sideways
Drive-by the driveways, I hope I be alright

And they be like, damn, what the f*ck is that
Where you been at
Ever since you left home, I could never hear back
Like, yeah, that's just how I'm moving
They didn't wanna talk, now they all seem consumed in it

So am I living right now
Or am I living for someone else
It's all the same as of now
And that's why I've been kicking myself

Cuz I don't know how to say no
And that's how I put myself in danger
It's funny how you don't speak my language
But to you I'm just an entertainer
Want it all around me made whole
But everyone around me seem like strangers
So make me consistent with my wagers
Cuz to you I'm just an entertainer