More into you than I intended to be
Worship & praying, got me beggin on knees
Every minute gone is another til I'm back
You get all in your head, I can't compete with that
I ain't easin your mind & I ain't clearin your fears
You're gonna have to prove it if you wanna be here
No I ain't perfect, always doing wrong
Can't say a word, always stepping on my tongue
I don't care how you dress, I don't care what you make
You're great with your kids, admire the care that you take
Knew you were leavin, so I had to make it worse
I really f*ckin liked you, I'll admit that it hurts
Tryna do right & enjoy the time, you slipped through my hands cause I ain't draw that line
& that's my fault, I made the wrong call
& I can't go back to the day in the mall
It's all on me, let it fall on me
Always have to answer when she calls on me
But you meant more, it ain't matter at all
I don't know how we shared & you don't care at all
You were here for a moment & then you were gone
Pretty like a picture, carefully drawn
The last thing I ever wanted was for you to see me off & on & you being just another song
Yeah I should let go
But your sweet sounds keep me up all night
I'm going out my mind
Just thinkin
I'm runnin circles hopin I'll find you
Tried to navigate who I wanted to be
I don't know what it is that you wanted from me
Made my mistakes, you put your trust in me
& I let you down when you was up for me
You were just an inch away from busting plates
You could punch my face or you could up & leave
You made the right choice, cause I'm all f*cked up
Told you from the jump that I would f*ck it up
Lookin after you & I lost control, I ain't mad at you for ever acting cold
You were with somebody else in a matter of a week
I don't blame you, hope you find what you seek
Knew you'd go, I was well aware
That's the price I pay, burden I bare
It's all on me, let it fall on me
Always have to answer when she calls on me
But you meant more, it ain't matter at all
I don't know how we shared & you don't care at all
You were here for a moment & then you were gone
Pretty like a picture, carefully drawn
The last thing I ever wanted was for you to see me off & on & you being just another song
Yeah I should let go
But your sweet sounds keep me up all night
I'm going out my mind
Just thinkin
I'm runnin circles hopin I'll find you