Gray Fox - Eyelids Lyrics

I want you to love me, I want you to love me
I want you to love me even if it doesn't feel right

I've been stuck in my headaches, stuck in these fantasies
Stuck chasing remedies that ruin my sanity
Stuck in my vanity, rushed to the canopies
Opened my residence to any who will answer me
It's my specialty, yearning for the pleasantries
Wondering why everybody's feeling it instead of me
Obsessed with my sensual desires
I'm sexually inspired by a woman who thinks I'm worth anything at all
'Cause my confidence has never been tall
And my reliance on self feels wrong
And my defiance of help is a flaw
I can't avoid rust with a heart made of bronze
This alcohol makes me feel used
I hide it by acting like a fool
I swim in these pools and I act real shrewd
To stand next to you and hopefully get lost in your bedroom

But how can I get through
When you wake up in the morning feeling like a version of yourself?
Aversion is a crutch, will I ever be enough?
I can still feel your teeth on my tongue
I always love too easily
I wonder why they end up leaving me
'Cause it only takes one night to find that I'm not really worth your time
And it only takes one night for me to be attached to the roots
And dream of blossoming with the sweetest of fruits
In the Evergreen, merrily, life is but a nightmare so I wonder how I might fare
If I stole you away, sailing with your soul as stowaways
Sifting through the streams of a lowered haze
Dawn on the horizon

I wonder what it's like under your eyelids

I want you to love, I want you to touch me
I want you to haunt me, want you to taunt me
Most importantly I just want you to f*ck me
I want you to love me, I want you to crush me
I want you to corrupt me, want you to show me why
But really I just want you to close your eyes

And tell me what you see