When I thought about going under
All I heard was roaring thunder
Because I was trapped under feelings holding me inside the pain
Now I thought about going steady
Took a minute to get me ready
And all these things just keep on pulling me down drowning in the rain
When I looked around it felt unreal
And I broke down to stop the feel
Coursing through the worlds whole atmosphere
It crumbled down to make it clear
Shining so bright my life ignites
It lightens up the darkest nights
Changing from what I never knew
The very moment I found you
Cause I don't wanna be ordinary
So all I do is do things that scare me
Now all these things just keep on picking me up drowning all the shame
So keeping myself from going out there
Not chasing dreams makes life so unfair
So pull the plug and f*ck these stitches
I'm just looking past the pain
When I looked around it felt unreal
And I broke down to stop the feel
Coursing through the worlds whole atmosphere
It crumbled down to make it clear
Shining so bright my life ignites
It lightens up the darkest nights
Changing from what I never knew
The very moment I found you
Letting go of myself tonight
I'll just walk away
Can't you hear me say
In this world I'll forget the times we had
All the times I was sad
All the times I was glad
Losing sleep while I think of you
Did you understand
Did you see it through
Open up in the dark
And away from the light
Let it in let it spark
Shine so f*cking bright
Shining so bright my life ignites
It lightens up the darkest nights
Changing from what I never knew
The very moment I found you
And now I'm wondering if you would be the best for me
Just feeling like it wasn't ever really meant to be
And I keep getting lost
Just think too much
And start to lose my mind
And now from time to time I'll start to think More differently
And get the most from life Instead of thoughts of you and me
And now I have control
I have my mind
I feel so fine