Black out on my roof trying
To forget the sun shining on you through my car window
I've broken something you can never fix
My mental health
My love affairs
And my desire for basic needs
Most importantly
I hurt you
I know these words can't take it back
But I hope they make it better
You were the rain under the trees traveling down the street
And I'm the gutter eating you alive
There's a timeline where we never meet
And I don't know if I'm lying when I tell myself
That would've been the better for you and me