Sneaking brown bags on the train
The silly pep talks you always gave
When I was ready to give up
Just when I think I'm okay
You hit me like a hand grenade
And I pick up what's left of us
But right now
I can't put your picture down
Cause right now
I like the way it feels to drown
So right now
I'll clear the air if there's any doubt
I'd let you go but I don't know how
I close my eyes
You come in waves
Crash into the world I worked so hard to save
Castle comes down
You wash the walls away
'Cause I still feel the way I did on the first day
But I couldn't make you stay
Sitting on this park bench alone
You know the one where we used to go
The one where we first kissed
I tell my friends I'm sick at home
'Cause they don't need to know
That I still can't resist
So right now
I'll raise the brown bag to my mouth
And right now
Close my eyes feel the rain come down
And right now
I'll clear the air if there's any doubt
I'd let you go but I don't know how
I close my eyes
You come in waves
Crash into the world I worked so hard to save
Castle comes down
You wash the walls away
'Cause I still feel the way I did on the first day
But I couldn't make you stay
Your childhood home in the summer rain
Memories flashing through my brain
We're dancing in your driveway
Your hand around my waist
Your grandma made us breakfast
You ate your eggs with all that ketchup
How do I clean the rest of
This enormous mess we've made
What a glorious mess we made
I close my eyes
You come in waves
Crash into the world I worked so hard to save
I put my money where my mouth is
And moved out to LA
You always told me that I'd make it big one day
But I couldn't make you stay