Always felt like an alien looking in
You don't know how deep in the dive I've been
Always felt like an alien looking in
It really hurts sometimes
Like I'm paying fines
You don't know how deep in the dive I've been
In a cell where I cry and cry
My defense is weak paper thin
Can spit in your face
Put you back in your place
Tell yourself you see underneath the skin
It is always a disgrace
Don't know what is wrong
Or how to change
Tell me what to say
I will belong
You indicate
I'm broken anyway
Do you think you see all I do
I might be on the scale
Still hurts when I fail
You might worry what I think about you
Don't know what to say and I'm turning pale
Don't know what is wrong
Or how to change
Tell me what to say
I will belong
You indicate
I'm broken anyway
Superficial strong
On the good days
Pay up now and play
Don't know what is wrong
Or how to change
Tell me what to say