Love to the Nth Degree Video (MV)

Envisioning a best friend to caress my sins away
Someone to trust emphatically
To confess my need to play
Never so alone as in your company
And I would rather not Be Here Now
I'm praying for salvation
That you might take me now

I am stunned into utter silence
That you can so easily let this go
Years of wasted promises
And we have nothing tangible left to show

Loosening this death-grip
On all the needs and fears I hide
My last chance for resurrection
I'm more alive when I'm inside you

Time is passing; gorging on our dreams
Feeding my despair
Enthusiasm waning and you are silent
As if you don't even care
I fed you my dark secrets when I was enraptured by you
Feeling you on the inside is still the best thing I can do

Spread your wings for me - Take flight
And let me soar into your DREAM
A moment of peace in a savage world
There is nothing more extreme
Your invigorating lessons
They bite into my core
Soaked in your animal essence
And screaming out for more.

If you really want to feel me
Would you take this kill for me?
Experience the pain from my side
Love to the Nth degree

Abandoned and discarded
Just an intellectual toy for you to abuse
Nothing could hit harder than the poison words you spew
I was searching for life everlasting
In your embrace and in your charm
Spurious and incomplete
I am defenseless and disarmed

Denial of your essence - abandoned in your wake
I need this to end - Let go, for Heaven's sake

I was envisioning a best friend to caress my sins away
Someone to trust emphatically
Well, perhaps another day
Forever now alone, don't try to follow me
The hunger has boiled away
No longer praying for salvation
I've no more desire to play with you