I'm feeling you don't love me
Like I love you back
And when I call
You don't answer
What the hell is that?
Then you don't hit me back
I'll drive them miles for you
You wouldn't even have to ask
Drop a bag for you
If ever you was low in fact
This ain't a tit for tat
My mind just got a knack
Of sifting through the mud
Been finding snakes for days
Hope it don't lead me to no slugs
Ion never wanna judge
And I'm never one to pry
I'm inquisitive by nature
But don't get offended by whys
And the fact I gotta question
Is the worst part
I rub my head
In some part
I'm paranoid
And I'm hoping it's not about me
I be self-centered sometimes
When communication one sided
I feel dimwitted sometimes
I feel dismissed
So I might trip
This feel like bull****
Can you blame me?
I think they call this anxious attachment
Or I am gaslighting myself
Cause I can't take your reaction
Now the aggression is passive
Is this a test?
Am I passing?
I can't ignore my intuition
What's the facts?
I'm just asking
Is we dead ?
Cause you a ghost to me
Thought it was real
Thought you was close to me
I guess I'm weird
Thought I was close to you
This ain't feeling how it's supposed to be now
Not looking to play enemy
It say love you like I love myself
Need you to match the energy
I'm not looking to play enemy
I just need you to match the energy
I can't read yo mind you know
But if it is what it is then it is
What it is you know