If you gonna break my heart
Shoulda told me from the start
High, I'm sittin on the stars
Doin' good I'm livin' large
If you gonna do me wrong yea
Imma put you in this song cause
The studio where I belong
Real nigga keepin' my head strong
I'm just trynna tell you how I feel
But you ain't even listenin' for real
I be with my niggas poppin' pills
Cause that's the only way that I can heal
Truth hurts but I was honest with you still
My momma told me that I needa chill
I be f*ckin' bitches ion know for real
I feel like Iron Man I'm runnin' with my steel yeah
I got some feelings in my head that I just can't explain
Feel like my sky is fallin' down I needa elevate
I know we goin through some shit but let's renavigate
Cause you the stars up in my sky to help me meditate
I know some brothers who gon cross me at the finish line
No hard feelings cause they know what I would do for mine
20 left inside the bank I'm spending every dime
Never fall out bout no paper say that every time
I lost too many brothers tell me why they had to die
Only two can fit where I sit, this suicide
Would you spin about me if I needed you to ride
They wouldn't do the same for me nigga, you see, I'm tired
I hope the ones who say they love me, that they truly care
Cause a lot of shit was said but they were never there
I done gave my last 20, nothin left to spare
Them times are changing hard to watch it cause it has a glare
I just sit back in my seat and I just watch the stars
I ain't talkin bout the sky, I'm sittin Double R
If it's lonely at the top, then what it's like for God?
Cause it's lonely at the bottom but I beat the odds
Been in hell for a while I'm puttin' out the fire
I done gave away my heart, Ion know why I try
If you rollin with me bitch you know it's do or die
If you ever cross me bitch you gettin' crucified
I'm just trynna tell you how I feel
But you ain't even listenin' for real
I be with my niggas poppin' pills
Cause that's the only way that I can heal
Truth hurts but I was honest with you still
My momma told me that I needa chill
I be f*ckin' bitches ion know for real
I feel like Iron Man I'm runnin' with my steel yeah
Back and forth with you feeling draining you keep on playing with my time
So let them niggas know you mine
Put you in Celine Louis dream for you baby I'll spend every dime
Just throw it back I break that spine
Say that you my rock you giving out on me
F*ck is wrong with me like am I flawed? tell me what I don't see
It hurt me when I hurt you 'cause I know you can't count on me
Put the blame on me but we ain't ever set that boundary
Give a show like rockstar
Put on for my city every time 'cause I'm a block star
I can't show no love I'm only loving on my wockhardt
I kill all my feelings since you play around my heart
Go all in like try hard
Uh
Keep it on me for my safety so don't judge me
Niggas want my dead for what I did so it get ugly
F*ck you mean you blocking my number like you don't love me?
I ain't ever lied to you so how can you not trust me?
And
F*ck it we ball 'cause I'm still thugging
I'm a step for you 'cause before you I ain't had nothing
Watching me do my magic I turn nothing into something
Bang my line whenever it don't matter I'm still coming
Uh uh
Ohh Ohh
Ay ay ay