Grossegrime - Dreaming Of Disappearing To Cali Lyrics

What'll it take for you
To want this the way that I do?
I moved out to Cali
I wonder how you're all gonna go on without me
Cause you're always on my mind
And I can't tell you why
But I hope you get everything that you wanted
Cause now that I have, I don't think I deserve it
Don't even know how I got to this city
I'm grateful for this, but it's still not as pretty
As nights spent back home in the backyard on East Side
When we would lay out on the porch getting too high
I trade it all for a chance to be famous
But now I'm just scared that I don't have what it takes
To make it
So I fake it
Stay up late and
Never stay in
Hoping I won't miss
But I miss the way that it felt to be by myself
Always wishing that I could be someone else
Now I am and I don't think I want to
My friends hit the gram saying
I miss the old you
I know
Wonder, where did I go?
I guess I just got bored
I guess I wanted more
Yeah, I guess I just got bored