Grown Upz¿ - Fic's Reality Lyrics

Stuck in a place where
I'm born but not awake
I pray the Lord for my soul to take
Take me back to the place where life was
Easier

I won't pretend that I haven't been a freak
Not after the lust I've chased on the screen
But I've been redeemed
By a father that's called me to change the whole scene
That's when it hits
The anxiety
I hit my knees and scream
Lord
Why call on me
It's gotta be a joke like a meme
I'm the same kid that wouldn't step on stages as a teen
Or in a crowded restaurant
I would just up and leave
This is nuts God
Why call on me I can't see
Who would've thought this shy little kid would get called out To speak about
Love
And not pointing out each others flaws or pout
About crap that don't matter
Feelin' like the mad hatter
Get my thoughts around the noise then I shatter
So many complaints
All driven by self and hate
Seems insane
But God said to do it anyway
That's when I bow my head to pray
Like father
Can I even make a change
I don't know trent take it away

Stuck in a place where
I'm born but not awake
I pray the Lord for my soul to take
Take me back to the place where life was
Easier

Switched up the task
Yeah I'm eating more gas
But not on E yet
You know I'm to young for that
Not wasting to much time with the tv in the back
Late nights cooking with trent
Feeling like walt cooking the meth
Talking to a girl
Take a breath before the text
Hoping it's not a test
I'll probably fail
Never been one to study
That one's hard to confess
Out here asking who's next
To follow in Christ footsteps
Been given a better life
Now I live it
Praying for all of you who listen
Feeling like a kid in the yard
Wishing on stars
Disney made it
Just gonna serve the Lord
Make him famous
I don't know what to say anymore
We're all torn
It's up to you to be reborn
Tear away from the porn
Kill the flesh like jason bourne
I'm sick of complaints
It's just boring
Non fiction

You're keeping me awake keeping me awake keeping me awake
I don't understand
I don't understand
I'm about to break
You're keeping me awake keeping me awake keeping me awake
Was it all true
Was it all true
Or was it fake