I used to feel alive
I was excited all the time
Now I just feel grey
Faded away
The sun used to feel warm
Now it's just clouds and thunderstorms
I'll just stay inside
I'm tired all the time
Nothing to say
Find a way to get through another day
You caught me at my worst
Convinced I wasn't from this earth
I just stop and stare
Disappear
Always f*cking up
It makes me sick I can't shut up
Spiral constantly
I get so dizzy
I used to feel alive
Now I'm freezing all the time
Take it day by day
It's all the same
Choking on a breath
Just stay in bed I'm sick to death
I'll just stay inside
I'm tired all the time
I used to feel alive
I was excited all the time
Now I just feel grey
Faded away"