Guapo Pete - Lonely Lyrics

I know that love gon take this fear but lately I been feeling terrified
Aint been the best done did some things that I can't say aint right
Mind running loose and I been battling with all these lies
Feels like was staring at the sun but I still see the light
Was feeling lonely
Hearing all these lies say he don't even know me
Its life or death and I been battling the old me
Like did I really make the change or was it phony phony ah
Battling the pain
Wonder was it real or did I really stay the same
Gotta get revealed for the healing taking place
Layers getting peeled and the flesh it getting slain
Tryna leave a mark but this sin it feel like stain
Wanna play my part yeah this thing it ain't no game
Devil want your soul make you think that you gon gain
Tricks they getting old but they fool me all the same
Really not my fight don't know why I try to strain
Know the dog gon bite but I keep on tryna train
Surface out of sight they like can you stand the rain
It's gon be alright faithful he gon pull the drain
When you gettin cut gotta go against the grain
Limitless live with no limit
Only feels so hard in the times that you in it
I'm like how I get so far then come back and still winning
I'm just Praying to the Lord like I need your forgiving
I know that love gon take this fear but lately I been feeling terrified
Aint been the best done did some things that I can't say aint right
Mind running loose and I been battling with all these lies
Feels like was Staring at the sun but I still see the light
Was feeling lonely
Hearing all these lies say he don't even know me
Its life or death and I been battling the old me
Like did I really make the change or was it phony phony ah
Know I made the change
Things I gotta kill so that he could take the stage
Rooms he had to fill he took out and then replaced
And he took the bill so that price already paid
Passing all these tests but he ain't giving a grade
Man I was so afraid
Kept on tryna do these works not understanding grace
Man I was on a fighter jet I thought I had to ace
Like if I played my cards right I would somehow get the ace
He done told me it don't even work that way
Don't listen to those voices and keep hearing what I say
Cuz I got plans to prosper not to lead astray
Know that yo faith waiver but that path I got is straight
And you gon see me blessed
Following the one I know that never left
When I look at all he want I know I can't be less
Grateful that I'm on the way don't gotta guess
I know that love gon take this fear but lately I been feeling terrified
Aint been the best done did some things that I can't say aint right
Mind running loose and I been battling with all these lies
Feels like was Staring at the sun but I still see the light
Was feeling lonely
Hearing all these lies say he don't even know me
Its life or death and I been battling the old me
Like did I really make the change or was it phony phony ah