Heather Headly - I Wish I Wasn't Lyrics

I'm home alone - again
And you're out hangin' with your friends
So you say -
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When I called - you didn't answer
Now I'm feelin' like you're ignoring me

(VAMP)

(I wish) that you were home
(Holdin' me) tight in your arms
And (I wish) I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regrets

(CHORUS)

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair - the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasted my time thinkin' 'bout you
And you ain't never gon' change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me, my heart melts
(Anything you do wrong I forgive) - Yeah yeah
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I 'm so mad
Now I'm drownin' in disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you

(VAMP)

(CHORUS)

You said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feelin' that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding
And you treated me
Like your enemy
So leave me alone
Don't wanna confront ya
Just go back where you came from
This house is no longer your home
You're not welcome no, no, no more

(KEY CHANGE - CHORUS x2)

I hear you knockin' at the door again
I'm wonderin' should I let you in
I open up the door and see
The flowers for me
So beautiful in your hand
You start beggin' me to take you back
I've always been a sucker for romance
And before you know it - I can see
You're all over me
Oh no here I go again

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me