smashmybrainwithahammer Video (MV)

You never call me
And you said you told me
That it's for the best a little test
But now all that I do here is sit pretty, lying awake
Waiting for a text
Waiting for a call
Waiting for a reason I shouldn't consider ending it all
If I want you I'll do whatever it takes
To write any song that hits, so why hit the f*cking brakes?
You never wanted me, this was all fake fate
Even mountains erode with enough wind at the nape
I'm falling into you
You enter into view
I was warned by myself
But I keep thinking I'm right
Delusions got me kept up at night
I always want to perceive a fight
Why can't you take my brain with you
(F*ck)
So agitated, this feeling fleets within a macerated
Purpose so worthless I'm feeling after we meet and I'm
I'm floating
Stay floating
Come back down to the Earth and ask me one last time
Was it worth it I never knew I could ever see the light
I'm ghosting
Now I'm ghosted
I won gold stars
Now I'm a pop star
But it's all in my head
Sing bitch! bars!
If I find it, I won't mind it
I want to be taken by it
Pay my bills instead of thrills
Letters hit harder than violence
You really mean it that you're leaving me alone?
Is that why you're never picking up the phone?
Maybe we better be thinking of better locations
So we can live better, so better, with
Nothing but a gas card
Hard to eat, but at least we can go far
Y'know?
Dive into infinity, the continents, the seven seas
I know we won't drown
Denial is my enemy, and fear adds to my atrophy
When I'm around, I won't make a sound