Habit Blcx - Weight of It All Lyrics

All the noise in this
Crowded space
But I am all alone
Been tryin to find
A peace of mind
A space to call my own
Set the mood
Light the candles
Let that record spin
Play my favorite song
So I can loosen up a little
Take a deep breath
Recline into the disappointment
That's been on my mind
Like my woman
She don't understand
And my unskillful way of
Lettin her know
Is only letting her down
Damn
I ain't a perfect man
My intentions
Met with arguments
And def ears
You call me insecure
Awaken my worse fears
That I disguise
With my ego and pride
Been tryin to let it go
But havin a hard time

And I know, that's there's gotta be peace
And I know, that there's gotta be love
And I know, that I won't find those things
Till I find it inside myself
This is the weight of it All

On this perilous path
In need of some intervention
Sometimes you gotta look back
To see how far it came
Know that time be movin fast
A lot of things goin on
I'm tryin to make sense of it all
Don't need yo permission
Your praise or applause
I'm just sayin
Small talks about nothin I can't entertain it
My mind on somethin bigger
No celebratin
Mediocrity
And chasin all quick fixes
Black man
Gotta thrive and maintain
Yeah yeah
Make some dollars off this rap thang
Yeah yeah
Judge less an love more
Moments turned to memories I put inside song
Hopin to evolve

And I know, that's there's gotta be peace
And I know, that there's gotta be love
And I know, that I won't find those things
Till I find it inside myself
This is the weight of it All

Sometimes I can't get outta my
And sometime I can't explain the way that I feel