Hakim - PROGRAM DUALITY Lyrics

This time it's different
This time i'ma give you me
That uncut
No mixes
Trying to figure myself out
Walk with me I need you to listen
See
I thought I was too good for help
I do it myself
I been on a mission
I'm trying to find who this nigga is

While raising our kids
I'm trying to be a better a man for her
I'm feeling it slip
I'm only one man
This my fault cause I spread myself too thin
I'm trying to be picture perfect
I just need you to see this shit through my lens

And it's been a minute since I picked the pen up
Trying new things when I vent
Trying keep everything intact
Cause I can't do this as friends
My cup runneth over

Way too many years spent at the brim
I gotta empty it out
Start fresh now I'm watching what I put in
Know that truth bitter
Real bitter
It go down like Gin
I been unlearning
All the bad habits we was taught to do as men
So I tell you how I feel

This is me
It may sound like I'm tripping
Once I get my shit off
Mouth closed and I sit back and I listen
This shit 2 sides
Shit I see through my 2 eyes
Now I see it from your side
Out of your eyes
Who is this new guy

How did I let the matrix take the kid away and leave you with a shell
How did we no
How did I let us decay that mirage real
Caught up in all of the stress from all the business
Then I brought it home
Now I see it all clear
Thought I was there
You been all alone
Yeah we got that house
But the whole time you just wanted home

I been working on my growth so understand that I been learning
You just want me there
You don't need perfect
Drowning but still getting to the surface
You need that connection
I'll rewrite it in some cursive
Give me you suggestions I'll correct it in a hurry

Hope I still got time before it's buried
I was hurting everything I thought was trying to hurt me
Swimming eyes closed
Ain't see that water getting murky
Whole time you was there and had that vest out waiting for me

Know It always hurts to see you love me less
Pain inside your eyes
You always did your best
Will this crash and burn unit there's nothing left
Maybe we can fix it with a little sex

Why is that the only thing that's on your mind
Knew that you would say that
Hear it every time
I ain't never wrong
Inside this world of mine
Took a little time to see it from your side

Promise i'll get better
I know some things are forever
Do it in another life if we can't get it right
Since the day I met her
I was pulling at your pedals
Just to realize what I have and now that flower dry

Yeah
I got an offer
From now i'll be your water
We going make it to that alter
All we got is time
All we got is time

I been working
You just want me there
You don't need perfect
Drowning but still getting to the surface
You need that connection
I'll rewrite it in some cursive
Give me you suggestions I'll correct it in a hurry

Hope I still got time before it's buried
I was hurting everything I thought was trying to hurt me
Swimming eyes closed
Ain't see that water getting murky
Whole time you was there and had that vest out waiting for me