I've been afraid of this
For so long
Hiding my feelings behind
Another love song
I've been afraid of my thoughts
Are they right or
Are they wrong
I've been afraid for
So long
And now I'm mad at myself
For loving you
Cuz falling in love
Is not a thing I do
I've always pictured myself
Alone
Me and an otherwise
Empty home
My time is too precious a thing
To give
My heart has been hurt before
And I haven't forgiven yet
And now I'm mad at myself
For loving you
Cuz falling in love
Is not a thing I do
I don't want to love you
I don't want to try
I don't want to spend another year
Crying myself to sleep
Every other night
Don't make me love you
Don't tell me I'll be fine
Don't look me in the eyes like that
One more time
One more time
I've been afraid of this
For so long
Hiding my feelings behind
Another love song
I've been afraid of my thoughts
Are they right
Are they wrong
I've been afraid for
So long
And now I'm mad at myself
For losing you
Very often that's a thing I do
I am mad at myself for
Giving up on you cuz
Very often that's a thing I do
A thing I do
A thing I do
A thing I do