Haley Rae - Worry About Me Lyrics

I'm thinking of ways to kill myself
But without any pain cuz that's the reason I'd go
I know I'd feel better if I got some sleep
So I guess I must not be truly suicidal
I'm telling you this plainly
So maybe, maybe, maybe
One of us will worry about me
I'm telling you this plainly
I'm too busy complaining
To be the first to worry about me
I'm seeing stars I know aren't there
And I would eat more but if I gained any weight
I wouldn't have anything to wear
It's 3AM and I haven't gone to bed
That's the reason that I'm leaving
All your goodnight texts unread
I'm telling you this plainly
So maybe, maybe, maybe
One of us will worry about me
I'm telling you this plainly
I'm too busy complaining
To be the first to worry about me
And it feels like a waste, looking pretty for nobody
But lately all my body does is keep me alive
And it seems it's a shame, wasn't made to just be looked at
But lately all I'm good at is wanting to die