halfmari - Source Lyrics

Cîroc inside my body, drink the pain away
Shout out to my niggas that have paved the way for me
I don't tell you why'd I need a hide away
I'm trapped inside this cycle planning my escape

I've been through the war, fighting through the storm
Stab my back to pieces, just tell me what for
You say that you need me, but you just a whore
I hide behind this door, I'm crying to the floor
Where is the source of the pain
I'm crying with force and disdain
And you gave me your heart but it's stained
Tryna blow my breath away
You're just in the loop for the fame
What do you play for this game
Shit cannot be the same

Shit gotta change
You say you won't let this shit just change you
Really I don't hate you, but I blame you
What it's came to, look what this done came to
I'm in my room again, looking for help, looking for refuge
I'm at my doom again, wait for yourself to come for the rescue
I know that that's my fault
Should have never gave you faith
Why do we play the games we play
I call it Frito, you get layed down
I'm used to this shit, I ain't no clown
Why did I come at a crib when these hoes round
Know too much bout being betrayed
Got way too deep in my cave
I let you just throw away my lore

I've been through the war, fighting through the storm
Stab my back to pieces, just tell me what for
You say that you need me, but you just a whore
I hide behind this door, I'm crying to the floor
Where is the source of the pain
I'm crying with force and disdain
And you gave me your heart but it's stained
Tryna blow my breath away
You're just in the loop for the fame
What do you play for this game
Shit cannot be the same

I know that I'm always tripping
Gave you my heart, gave you my trust
Thinking that you would be different
Gave you a part, that was a must
Thinking we'd get to the chicken
Make my bucks, then I'd pay your tuition
What's the fuss
Gave you what you was wishing for
Never thought you would wish for more

When I was all alone, I had my back for real
Slide for my damn self, I was my slatt for real
I stuck to my code, I treat it like tats for real
Now I just take off my hat for real
You don't put me in a trap for real
Don't know how to cope so I popped these pills
Never really trusted that for real
Do what I do to pay the bills
I had to move with a gat for real
Where was you when I was making that mof*ckin money
Cause I'd need to get out the country
Everything for you was sunny and I think it's funny
Cause I had these demons all on me

Please don't hate me for the man I've become
Promise girl I'm the one for you, I promise the one
I done packed up the rocks, like my son needed lunch
And now I'm stuck to my tum, and I'm callin for my mum

I've been through the war, fighting through the storm
Stab my back to pieces, just tell me what for
You say that you need me, but you just a whore
I hide behind this door, I'm crying to the floor
Where is the source of the pain
I'm crying with force and disdain
And you gave me your heart but it's stained
Tryna blow my breath away
You're just in the loop for the fame
What do you play for this game
Shit cannot be the same