Icy, I'm nice with it
To put it nicely
I'm seeing light speed
My time is pricey
Night scene is life
It's another night fleeing
Might be a life dream
To be on my street
Pop another pill that's another white screen
Life couldn't take me and I heard the knife scream
Fight for a year now I'm back to my sane
Alone in my sober and I got no live stream
Now I hit my 30
Still feel like a kid soul
Standing by my equal
I done find my people
Now I hit my 30
I still got the same goal
Looking at the scoreboard
No sweat I'm hitting these free throws
Now I hit my 30
My 20s was my prequel
Shit I was working at my nine-five
Worried bout how to stay alive
Barely getting by, always high
Always thinking bout some dumb bitch
Always caring bout some dumb shit
Staring through screens asking for guidance
Direction in life and hoping these leaders would give me some answers
Thinking I had all these problems
And all of it back to my self feeling
Damn, none of it helped with my self healing
I suppose this the lesson I needed
Ain't nobody there for you without a profit
Knowing it's me, my family, friend, my God and everything else is a fraud
The bigger the numbers the smaller the heart and that is just law
I came up broken but rose from the fall
Life was too rough can't dawn a diamond and not be accepting of flaws
Emotion too brittle so can't speak to y'all
Business as usual don't even call
Haven't been missing your stories at all
Speak to the seven in private and those are my dawgs
That's right