I blew out my candles
The same way I blew up my life
Completely unknowing
Not in control of my life
I was was only a month in
When it all spun out
I thought it all was perfect
Until I found out
All the pictures in your phone
The nights that I ended up alone
And I wish that was it
It's crazy how this thing turned out
If I could do it over, I'd say sorry now
Not to you or to her but to me
Because 21 was never what I'd thought it be
Who knew it could get worse
The way I'd drown in all of it
More than just one instance
I'd fall apart
I was almost a year in
When the rest fell down
I thought it all was over
But I was dead wrong
Truths I'd never say out loud they'd come out then
They would hate me now