Envy Video (MV)

I don't like your words
I just like your image
Indecisive when you try to test the limits
And every sound that leaves your mouth
Feels like another pre-breakdown
You hated being stuck with another wannabe dropout
Oh, how inconsiderate am I?
Are you deliberate in every little thing you do?
Cross my heart cross my mind
Cross me like you cross the street
You never look both ways
And your always staring at your feet

You're the one to start it
Oh, you're pulling me into blue
And I get what I'm drawn to
The unattainable
Oh god, how I envy you
Hate the things you do
Wanna be just like you
Oh god, how I envy you

Jealous type
Try to stay selfless
I don't care about what you own
The name on your back
But I'm trynna keep up with the Joneses
Oh, I been preaching
When introspective search is all I've been needing
And I don't really care about myself though
That's why I've been staying so messed up
Digging my grave with every word
Taking my turn being the worst
Even when it hurts I learn
To live and let die
Can't get you off my mind

You're the one to start it
Oh, you're pulling me into blue
And I get what I'm drawn to
The unattainable
Oh god, how I envy you
Hate the things you do
Wanna be just like you
Oh god, how I envy you
Hate the things you do
Wanna be just like you
Oh god, how I envy you
Oh god, how I envy

You're the one to start it
Oh, you're pulling me into blue
And I get what I'm drawn to
The unattainable
Oh god, how I envy you
Hate the things you do
Wanna be just like you
Oh god, how I envy you