Happy - Rorschach Lyrics

Facedown on the bathroom floor
Haven't been here in a year or so
But this time it's my fault
At least that much I know
You can my teeth out one by one
Rather that than hear you've met someone
Who doesn't make the same mistakes
That I have all along

But if I'm a broken record then I'm scratched at the best part
Take me off your dusty shelf and okay me from the start
Undress all my thoughts
This is how I feel
See my darkest parts
I can not help what is real

I told you I'd be home by midnight
The porch light is a dim light haze
I stumble up the front stairs
My brain swimming to explain
The blood on my hands smells like cherries
I'll wash them in your kitchen sink
I heard you like a white wine
I got some to ease your pain

But if I'm a broken record then I'm scratched at the best part
Take me off your dusty shelf and okay me from the start
Undress all my thoughts
This is how I feel
See my darkest parts
I can not help what is real

If I drank an entire bottle of gin do you think
That I would feel it?
Or would the sting of her eyes when she found out my lies
Get masked by this harder liquor
Guess I'll find out where you go
When you like to be alone
A wrinkled suit and wilted flowers for you
Baby please come home

Paint a perfect picture of what you want from me
And I'll spend my whole life trying
I promise girl
You'll see.