Coffin Born Video (MV)

I'm trying to make my way out of this hole that I'm in
But the dark has been devouring my mind ever since I was born
I want to pick apart my eyes; this life is cold and unnerving and I've had enough
I said I've had enough. Why can't I see the light anymore? I'm crippling at the thought of it
It's pushing me to find the end, but now I can't think
I've counted back my steps too many f*cking times
Transversing back into the black behind my f*cking eyes
Lock myself in this coffin I've made in my mind
I just wanna die, this life isn't mine
Why did I try? Why? Misery swallow me
Put me in the dirt
I have to find my light or I'll drift back into the dark
I want to find the way to make amends with the fact that I belong in the earth
I've got this gun pressed against my skull
I won't see a thing but red when I'm dead so the truth is I belong in a coffin
I tried to make my way out of this hole that I'm in but the dark has been devouring my mind
I want to pick my apart my eyes; this life is cold and unnerving and I've had enough