Hayden Brook - Creative Jail Lyrics

So afraid of people out there
Judging me behind a screen that's unfair
I just need to put myself out there
And not give a damn about who cares

The thoughts in my head I can't even bare
Putting myself down daily because that's what's there
I just wanna see the other side of this
Maybe it's better than my side of this

I feel like I'm locked in a creative jail
All my thoughts on the wall that failed
My life is just a sad tale
I really need to break out of this jail

The hate I get is always there
I'm always negative and that's unfair
The songs in my head are stuck in there
I can't get them out anywhere

My friends are close but not always there
I have one who will always care
I rarely smile when I'm anywhere
But your laughs and love gives me reason to care

I overthink everything
Going outside or getting a drink
Being jealous or making a stink
My brain is locked inside this shrink

Inside outside where you gonna go
People always judge you there's no end to the show
Being broken down is all I know
The clouds in my mind will never go
Everyone's outside living their lives
I'm sitting inside trying to cope and write
My music is the thing that keeps me up at night
I just wish that I could win this fight