Sinking Video (MV)

I know I lost my head again
It's just that the chemicals in my brain
And myself don't get along too well
But I don't need reminded of my greatest faults
Because I replay them in my head until it makes me sick
Makes me sick

And I'm sorry that I'm a wreck again
But could I convince you that I could change?
And will you ever look at me the same?
'Cause I'm searching for some stability
But now I know that I am nothing
I can't keep myself from sinking

I don't deserve your patience
And I can't expect your love just because I don't love myself
Out of everything my biggest fear is
I won't make it out before I drown
Before I drown

And I'm sorry that I'm a wreck again
But could I convince you that I could change?
And will you ever look at me the same?
'Cause I'm searching for some stability
But now I know that I am nothing
I can't keep myself from sinking

I'm sinking again

And I'm sorry that I'm a wreck again
But could I convince you that I could change?
And will you ever look at me the same?
'Cause I'm searching for some stability
But now I know that I am nothing
I can't keep myself from sinking